Geezes christ. I'm so tired. I need some sleep...
I just have to climb this hill. This hill is named "Thursday". Once the day is over and I'm home at about 6:30 PM tomorrow, the Thanksgiving weekend will just about be upon me. Things I need to make it through:
EE 228 Midterm
EE 346 Lab Write-up
EE 346 Pre-lab Write-up
EE 346 Lab
EE 295 Lab
Visit Work (remind Dave of things)
Once those things are done and over with, all I have to look forward to are: EBL match against DiE, Dat Phan performance concert, and freedom. I am almost done, I can do it... I know I can.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Well he broke another one today. But he got an ass-whopping at the same time too. I keep the foam around now to just show him that I will be pissed off at him for certain things and kick his butt. I'm down to 1 pair, the same ones that I use for SoF2 with the microphone... geezes. Well, at least he's a good lap warmer.
Blah blah blah, Huy this and Teresa that, hanging around her and all this other stuff. Keywords: sushi, friends, alone with dream girl, hung around for a year, problems, getting stoned and high but still so smart. Why do I fel like shit right now after hearing that? I don't know, but I found a friend in the windex vodka. I think it's just the feeling of not knowing someone's past and then have other people talk about it as a side conversation. I think I'll never understand that... how someone can just waltz into another person's life not knowing them, and being able to figure them out and get accepted into another group etc. I'm always missing the boat, and it really sucks.
I keep feeling myself setting the bar lower and lower for some reason or another. I guess that's not right for me to say it, but what the hell, I said it: I'm lowering the bar more and more and not expecting such high standards from myself, who really can't expect those high standards. But, it doesn't seem to work... at least not yet. I guess we'll see what happends.
Wow, feeling down really sucks. It really makes you think about things... all the questions in life. No, I take that back. It's not things in life, but thoughts regarding a relationship, and how it will forever be nonexistent.
(looking down) Well that's why I have you, little turd-breath.
Blah blah blah, Huy this and Teresa that, hanging around her and all this other stuff. Keywords: sushi, friends, alone with dream girl, hung around for a year, problems, getting stoned and high but still so smart. Why do I fel like shit right now after hearing that? I don't know, but I found a friend in the windex vodka. I think it's just the feeling of not knowing someone's past and then have other people talk about it as a side conversation. I think I'll never understand that... how someone can just waltz into another person's life not knowing them, and being able to figure them out and get accepted into another group etc. I'm always missing the boat, and it really sucks.
I keep feeling myself setting the bar lower and lower for some reason or another. I guess that's not right for me to say it, but what the hell, I said it: I'm lowering the bar more and more and not expecting such high standards from myself, who really can't expect those high standards. But, it doesn't seem to work... at least not yet. I guess we'll see what happends.
Wow, feeling down really sucks. It really makes you think about things... all the questions in life. No, I take that back. It's not things in life, but thoughts regarding a relationship, and how it will forever be nonexistent.
(looking down) Well that's why I have you, little turd-breath.
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Lets make this quick, because I have to be in bed soon so I won't be tired in the morning. Dumb dog, forcing me to stay up late... after this you're going in the cage for a deathmatch. I'll try to make this short, but I don't know if I can do that with what is flying around in my head.
Lets just start with this weekend. Friday night we watched Napoleon Dynamite, and my favorite lines are "Goddddddd" and "Get off of me butt-nugget." Saturday I did homework for a while, then that night I made some beef & broccoli. It turned out really good! I should remember to do it again next time I go shopping, except this time was more like steak and broccoli, haha. Then that night Darra had a party at her house for Reem and Amber's birthdays. The party was pretty damn huge, not enough beer, PLENTY of girls, and overall pretty decent until the "cops" showed up and everyone had to leave. I was getting faded by that time anyways, but Andrew, Chris, and I still went to the bars. Blue Moon is a pretty good beer, and whatever else was on tap at the other bar that we went to was really good too. Anyways, hit up Taco Bell afterwards, came home and ate it, and went to bed. 4:00 AM woke up for a bathroom run, ended up throwing up and then going back to bed. Yuck.
News Flash: Can a girl actually like me and want to go out with me?
It's very possible. Anyways like I said to Kara, I've only formally known Teresa since last Thursday inbetween class and lab. I suppose I'll be talking to her more now, and I wonder where this will go. Not exactly someone who attracted me like some girls do, but I can definetly (and have already started imagining) hanging out with her Friday nights and going out with her. At least I get to see her quite often, although only in 1 class. She seems really nice, but once again the body isn't supermodel-like or something I dream about at night. Bottom line is that I should take what I can get and give her a try... I mean, who knows. With all that's been said (written), I'm very excited to see where this will develop. Hopefully into something good. Alright, now that I've gotten these thoughts in mind, I'll go lie down and ponder these things and try to put a picture to the thought in my mind. (hmm... that sounded weird but like a good line).
Lets just start with this weekend. Friday night we watched Napoleon Dynamite, and my favorite lines are "Goddddddd" and "Get off of me butt-nugget." Saturday I did homework for a while, then that night I made some beef & broccoli. It turned out really good! I should remember to do it again next time I go shopping, except this time was more like steak and broccoli, haha. Then that night Darra had a party at her house for Reem and Amber's birthdays. The party was pretty damn huge, not enough beer, PLENTY of girls, and overall pretty decent until the "cops" showed up and everyone had to leave. I was getting faded by that time anyways, but Andrew, Chris, and I still went to the bars. Blue Moon is a pretty good beer, and whatever else was on tap at the other bar that we went to was really good too. Anyways, hit up Taco Bell afterwards, came home and ate it, and went to bed. 4:00 AM woke up for a bathroom run, ended up throwing up and then going back to bed. Yuck.
News Flash: Can a girl actually like me and want to go out with me?
It's very possible. Anyways like I said to Kara, I've only formally known Teresa since last Thursday inbetween class and lab. I suppose I'll be talking to her more now, and I wonder where this will go. Not exactly someone who attracted me like some girls do, but I can definetly (and have already started imagining) hanging out with her Friday nights and going out with her. At least I get to see her quite often, although only in 1 class. She seems really nice, but once again the body isn't supermodel-like or something I dream about at night. Bottom line is that I should take what I can get and give her a try... I mean, who knows. With all that's been said (written), I'm very excited to see where this will develop. Hopefully into something good. Alright, now that I've gotten these thoughts in mind, I'll go lie down and ponder these things and try to put a picture to the thought in my mind. (hmm... that sounded weird but like a good line).
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