Lets get this show on the road. Well, its my first post, thus my first stream of subconscious thoughts. Let us begin...

Had another good conversation with Kara tonight. Lasted about 2 hours. Talked about g/f problems/thoughts and how it was still depressing me. Just simple things, like wanting to go see a movie with someone that just triggers the thought of me not having a girl to do that with depresses me. In conclusion, it once again goes back to the fact that I can't really get out there and ask someone out unless I knew for certain that they were not involved with anyone, or even if they were beginning to get involved with someone (like if she was hoping to get hooked up with someone else). Yeah, and Kara told me to just talk to them, and ask them stuff like what they are doing this weekend and it might eventually lead to them giving me that information themselves (like, they might say oh yeah I'm going out with so-and-so, my boyfriend... and thus giving it away) so I can avoid actually asking them that upfront. Anyways, once again in the end I figured that I can't do much about it until I get back to Poly anyways, and only until then will I even be able to do anything about this situation and also my chances will be better, cause the next quarter's starting, which means new classes = new girls. Cross my fingers.

Hung out with Jon and Steve and Tony tonight... Grand Theft Auto 3: Vice City, crack whore, more people, picture albums, 2 cans of Bud Light and 1 bottle of Bud sums it up in a nutshell. Good times. Gotta hang out with them more.